black-laced-heart

Sitting here on this lonely swing Orange and brown leaves falling all around me The wind blows, and there is silence no more Thoughts surround me…. Staring into a dark void of confusion Afraid of what I know Afraid to say what I need to say… Living in a fantasy world Scared of reality Wanting to love, and be loved Not knowing what is going around me I get dizzy I fall off my beautiful, silent swing The ground breaks my fall. I lay here staring into the beautiful magenta sunset How serene it is How innocent How quiet I wake up in my dark room I look at the silent walls The shadows moving across How many secrets do these wa

Deep void of the unknown Enclosing around me It feeds on mt thoughts As i walk through its encompassing darkness... Afraid to know Afraid to feel The darkness grows hungrier Suffocating me... Pain seeps through Screaming fails No one hears No one cares... Body no longer working Can't feel anything No more darkness Is death the last thing???

The dark clouds surround the glistening moon, Shining painful light into the depths of her coul, Tears fall helplessly down her stunning face, All she wants to do is run from this evil place. No more lies, No more pain, All she wants is to be free again. Lost in thought, Lost in prayer, Why can't she hold onto what she doth fear? Afraid to let go, Afraid to say goodbye, Once more fighting with the thoughts locked inside of her mind. She drops to her knees, Tears no longer able to fall freely, She screams.... Letting go of all her pain, Knowing she will be with him once again, She lets go for a little while, And fades away..

Lost in my dark, lonesome, closed up mind. Hainting myself...terrified of what I see in the mirror. Ripping away at my beige and rotten flesh. Paranoid, hating, angered, uncaring....left by myself for so long that I no longer feel...i no longer feel love, kindness, warmth... All I feel and all I know is hate, anger, paranoia, fear and the cold... My mind is full of words, some painful, some so beautiful I cringe in pain... I sit outside on my rough, rotten log near the dark, grey, iced overed lake. Listening to the dark crows cawng in the night. I stand and hear the branches of the dead and blackened trees move...I stare in awe...I was drawn

She glides across the room, her back arched as if she has one-hundred, rusty fish-hooks pierced into her cowardly spine. Her feet barely touch the cold, hard, stone floor. She clumbsily falls onto the soft, cushioned bed that lulls her into a false sense of secruity. She withers around as if in excruciating pain until after what seems an eternity, she becomes still. Eyes wide open in horror? Shock? Anguish? Fear? Who knows? Not even she, herself. Her eyes glued open but she cannot see. She is unable to pull the lids of her blackened eyes down to sleep. Afraid to sleep but not knowing why. She can't explain the emptiness locked insede of her p

I had been searching for days, weeks, maybe even months. I had no idea what i had been searching for until i walked into my dark basement and saw it....it was beautiful...so elegant...so nicely done as if it had been drawn on a piece of paper. As i switched on the light it glistened. IT called my name...I was drawn into it power...I wlaked towards it and just bathed in its golden glory....It hung there, from the ceiling in a manner that made my knees quiver in excitement...I took a chair...I placed the perfect circle around my neck and pulled, so that it was as tight as it could be...An unknown force moved the chair out from under my feet...I