Sitting here on this lonely swing
Orange and brown leaves falling all around me
The wind blows, and there is silence no more
Thoughts surround me….
Staring into a dark void of confusion
Afraid of what I know
Afraid to say what I need to say…
Living in a fantasy world
Scared of reality
Wanting to love, and be loved
Not knowing what is going around me
I get dizzy
I fall off my beautiful, silent swing
The ground breaks my fall.
I lay here staring into the beautiful magenta sunset
How serene it is
I wake up in my dark room
I look at the silent walls
The shadows moving across
How many secrets do these walls behold?