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Lacking Creativity!
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Fairy Name
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Your fairy is called Tangle Goblinglitter
She is a bringer of riches and wealth.
She lives at the bottom of tangled gardens and in hedgerows.
She is only seen in the light of a shooting star.
She wears tangled dresses of multicoloured petals. She has gentle green wings like a butterfly.
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So life...life has its ups and downs, it is a huge game, and we often thrown obstacles to overcome, whether we do or not is another thing altogether.
If I was to rate how my life has bee this year it would be the below 1-10, 1 being the worst and 10 being the best:
January - 10
February - 8
March - 5
April - 3
May - 1
So many things have happened this year good and bad and unfortunately recently I did something that I thought was for the good but it turns out it wasnt
So now that I have got this out of my head, in the simplest and least detail way...
How would you rate your life this year?
If I was to rate how my life has bee this year it would be the below 1-10, 1 being the worst and 10 being the best:
January - 10
February - 8
March - 5
April - 3
May - 1
So many things have happened this year good and bad and unfortunately recently I did something that I thought was for the good but it turns out it wasnt
So now that I have got this out of my head, in the simplest and least detail way...
How would you rate your life this year?
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grrrrrrrrr
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Ok, I am using this time to be...what would you call it....express my deepest concerns about a few things...
So Nigels 21st was on Saturday night, and not to toot my own horn or blow my own trumpet but I think I did a damn good job of organising it all, not to mention it has left us dead broke there was a dj, lights, people, food, alcohol, fun, yardy (which he did in a minute and 45 seconds), stripper, you know it was good, nigel had a good time and so did most other people (you will see why i say most in a moment)....
Anywho...So this friend of Nigels, whom, I dont really like, and have been very concerned about for a while, she is 16 years old, used to be nigels youngest sisters best friend, and now apparantly they are best friends, who never stop texting or ringing each other, now I have had a go at both of them before thinking that something more than friendship is going on, and they swear its not, but you know, I dont really know if I believe it, anywho, so I invited her to his birthday because he really wanted her to come, and i was civil as was everyone else, and she brought her friend with her, thats fine. When nigel and I's song came on, he was dancing with her, even though i tried to dance with him, so i walked away, i was not going to cause i seen on his 21st cause i wanted him to enjoy himself, then when the stripper was doing her thang, i couldnt stop pissing myself laughing, it was just funny to me, specially his face at the start lol, anyway i was laughin so hard i walked away, and this friend of his came up to me and gave me a hug and was crying and said i cant believe this, why arent you crying i am, and apparantly nigel mouthed "save me" to her when it started, which is a load of bullshit because i was there and he looked at me and that was it! grrrr.....anywho, then after all of this, the next day she is ringing away fucking all the fucking time, and then he is not only talking to her but her friend, i mean seriously! argh! I have had both of these chicks at my house before and they were pretty much all over him grrrrrrrr..........and then nigel was told his friend had said that the whole thing was unfair and went out to her car! I mean seriously! what the hell is unfair, that he is touching another chick that isnt you you stupid whore! grrrrr!
sorry just really upset about it all, cause i mean, you try and let it go, and think no way anything would be happening and then you look at everything and go man why do i trust these people! which is stupid! I know Soph when you read this you will be like "we have been over this before" it just really upsets me...i mean...gah so hard to explain!!!!
On a more positive note!...ok..will start from the start....
When mum was pregnant with me she moved over to aussie with my dad, when I was 15 months old and mum was pregnant with my little brother she left dad and came back to new zealand. We were not allowed anything to do with dad, and we were never really told why. One day when I was just about to turn 7 my dad turned up at the school patrick and i were going to, to see how we were because he had just heard what had happened with my step dad. Mum turned up and whizzed us out of there, so we didnt really have a chance to do anything. Throughout the years I have always asked mum and the family if they can help me find them and it was always "dont know where he is and even if I did he is not worth it"rah rah rah. Well last year I joined up on the old friends website, and I had been looking through to see if I could find him, but I couldnt, but I would always check, had tried heaps of websites and found a few numbers but was always to scared to ring, i mean what was I supposed to say "hi james, i am your daughter" lol! Anyway cutting a long story short...ish...we found each other on that site and then we started emailing and then we met and we get along really well, and so much alike it is not funny lol! Nigel and I are going over to stay with him and the family for two weeks over christmas.
Hope all of you are well...
Sorry for boring you!
Much love!
Peace Out!
MWAH!
So Nigels 21st was on Saturday night, and not to toot my own horn or blow my own trumpet but I think I did a damn good job of organising it all, not to mention it has left us dead broke
there was a dj, lights, people, food, alcohol, fun, yardy (which he did in a minute and 45 seconds), stripper, you know it was good, nigel had a good time and so did most other people (you will see why i say most in a moment)....Anywho...So this friend of Nigels, whom, I dont really like, and have been very concerned about for a while, she is 16 years old, used to be nigels youngest sisters best friend, and now apparantly they are best friends, who never stop texting or ringing each other, now I have had a go at both of them before thinking that something more than friendship is going on, and they swear its not, but you know, I dont really know if I believe it, anywho, so I invited her to his birthday because he really wanted her to come, and i was civil as was everyone else, and she brought her friend with her, thats fine. When nigel and I's song came on, he was dancing with her, even though i tried to dance with him, so i walked away, i was not going to cause i seen on his 21st cause i wanted him to enjoy himself, then when the stripper was doing her thang, i couldnt stop pissing myself laughing, it was just funny to me, specially his face at the start lol, anyway i was laughin so hard i walked away, and this friend of his came up to me and gave me a hug and was crying and said i cant believe this, why arent you crying i am, and apparantly nigel mouthed "save me" to her when it started, which is a load of bullshit because i was there and he looked at me and that was it! grrrr.....anywho, then after all of this, the next day she is ringing away fucking all the fucking time, and then he is not only talking to her but her friend, i mean seriously! argh! I have had both of these chicks at my house before and they were pretty much all over him grrrrrrrr..........and then nigel was told his friend had said that the whole thing was unfair and went out to her car! I mean seriously! what the hell is unfair, that he is touching another chick that isnt you you stupid whore! grrrrr!
sorry just really upset about it all, cause i mean, you try and let it go, and think no way anything would be happening and then you look at everything and go man why do i trust these people! which is stupid! I know Soph when you read this you will be like "we have been over this before" it just really upsets me...i mean...gah so hard to explain!!!!
On a more positive note!...ok..will start from the start....
When mum was pregnant with me she moved over to aussie with my dad, when I was 15 months old and mum was pregnant with my little brother she left dad and came back to new zealand. We were not allowed anything to do with dad, and we were never really told why. One day when I was just about to turn 7 my dad turned up at the school patrick and i were going to, to see how we were because he had just heard what had happened with my step dad. Mum turned up and whizzed us out of there, so we didnt really have a chance to do anything. Throughout the years I have always asked mum and the family if they can help me find them and it was always "dont know where he is and even if I did he is not worth it"rah rah rah. Well last year I joined up on the old friends website, and I had been looking through to see if I could find him, but I couldnt, but I would always check, had tried heaps of websites and found a few numbers but was always to scared to ring, i mean what was I supposed to say "hi james, i am your daughter" lol! Anyway cutting a long story short...ish...we found each other on that site and then we started emailing and then we met and we get along really well, and so much alike it is not funny lol! Nigel and I are going over to stay with him and the family for two weeks over christmas.
Hope all of you are well...
Sorry for boring you!
Much love!
Peace Out!
MWAH!
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