Sitting here on this lonely swing
Orange and brown leaves falling all around me
The wind blows, and there is silence no more
Thoughts surround me….
Staring into a dark void of confusion
Afraid of what I know
Afraid to say what I need to say…
Living in a fantasy world
Scared of reality
Wanting to love, and be loved
Not knowing what is going around me
I get dizzy
I fall off my beautiful, silent swing
The ground breaks my fall.
I lay here staring into the beautiful magenta sunset
How serene it is
How innocent
How quiet
I wake up in my dark room
I look at the silent walls
The shadows moving across
How many secrets do these wa
Deep void of the unknown
Enclosing around me
It feeds on mt thoughts
As i walk through its encompassing darkness...
Afraid to know
Afraid to feel
The darkness grows hungrier
Suffocating me...
Pain seeps through
Screaming fails
No one hears
No one cares...
Body no longer working
Can't feel anything
No more darkness
Is death the last thing???
The dark clouds surround the glistening moon,
Shining painful light into the depths of her coul,
Tears fall helplessly down her stunning face,
All she wants to do is run from this evil place.
No more lies,
No more pain,
All she wants is to be free again.
Lost in thought,
Lost in prayer,
Why can't she hold onto what she doth fear?
Afraid to let go,
Afraid to say goodbye,
Once more fighting with the thoughts locked inside of her mind.
She drops to her knees,
Tears no longer able to fall freely,
She screams....
Letting go of all her pain,
Knowing she will be with him once again,
She lets go for a little while,
And fades away..
Lost in my dark, lonesome, closed up mind. Hainting myself...terrified of what I see in the mirror. Ripping away at my beige and rotten flesh. Paranoid, hating, angered, uncaring....left by myself for so long that I no longer feel...i no longer feel love, kindness, warmth... All I feel and all I know is hate, anger, paranoia, fear and the cold... My mind is full of words, some painful, some so beautiful I cringe in pain... I sit outside on my rough, rotten log near the dark, grey, iced overed lake. Listening to the dark crows cawng in the night. I stand and hear the branches of the dead and blackened trees move...I stare in awe...I was drawn
She glides across the room, her back arched as if she has one-hundred, rusty fish-hooks pierced into her cowardly spine. Her feet barely touch the cold, hard, stone floor. She clumbsily falls onto the soft, cushioned bed that lulls her into a false sense of secruity. She withers around as if in excruciating pain until after what seems an eternity, she becomes still. Eyes wide open in horror? Shock? Anguish? Fear? Who knows? Not even she, herself. Her eyes glued open but she cannot see. She is unable to pull the lids of her blackened eyes down to sleep. Afraid to sleep but not knowing why. She can't explain the emptiness locked insede of her p
I had been searching for days, weeks, maybe even months. I had no idea what i had been searching for until i walked into my dark basement and saw it....it was beautiful...so elegant...so nicely done as if it had been drawn on a piece of paper. As i switched on the light it glistened. IT called my name...I was drawn into it power...I wlaked towards it and just bathed in its golden glory....It hung there, from the ceiling in a manner that made my knees quiver in excitement...I took a chair...I placed the perfect circle around my neck and pulled, so that it was as tight as it could be...An unknown force moved the chair out from under my feet...I
Sitting here on this lonely swing
Orange and brown leaves falling all around me
The wind blows, and there is silence no more
Thoughts surround me….
Staring into a dark void of confusion
Afraid of what I know
Afraid to say what I need to say…
Living in a fantasy world
Scared of reality
Wanting to love, and be loved
Not knowing what is going around me
I get dizzy
I fall off my beautiful, silent swing
The ground breaks my fall.
I lay here staring into the beautiful magenta sunset
How serene it is
How innocent
How quiet
I wake up in my dark room
I look at the silent walls
The shadows moving across
How many secrets do these wa
Deep void of the unknown
Enclosing around me
It feeds on mt thoughts
As i walk through its encompassing darkness...
Afraid to know
Afraid to feel
The darkness grows hungrier
Suffocating me...
Pain seeps through
Screaming fails
No one hears
No one cares...
Body no longer working
Can't feel anything
No more darkness
Is death the last thing???
The dark clouds surround the glistening moon,
Shining painful light into the depths of her coul,
Tears fall helplessly down her stunning face,
All she wants to do is run from this evil place.
No more lies,
No more pain,
All she wants is to be free again.
Lost in thought,
Lost in prayer,
Why can't she hold onto what she doth fear?
Afraid to let go,
Afraid to say goodbye,
Once more fighting with the thoughts locked inside of her mind.
She drops to her knees,
Tears no longer able to fall freely,
She screams....
Letting go of all her pain,
Knowing she will be with him once again,
She lets go for a little while,
And fades away..
Lost in my dark, lonesome, closed up mind. Hainting myself...terrified of what I see in the mirror. Ripping away at my beige and rotten flesh. Paranoid, hating, angered, uncaring....left by myself for so long that I no longer feel...i no longer feel love, kindness, warmth... All I feel and all I know is hate, anger, paranoia, fear and the cold... My mind is full of words, some painful, some so beautiful I cringe in pain... I sit outside on my rough, rotten log near the dark, grey, iced overed lake. Listening to the dark crows cawng in the night. I stand and hear the branches of the dead and blackened trees move...I stare in awe...I was drawn
She glides across the room, her back arched as if she has one-hundred, rusty fish-hooks pierced into her cowardly spine. Her feet barely touch the cold, hard, stone floor. She clumbsily falls onto the soft, cushioned bed that lulls her into a false sense of secruity. She withers around as if in excruciating pain until after what seems an eternity, she becomes still. Eyes wide open in horror? Shock? Anguish? Fear? Who knows? Not even she, herself. Her eyes glued open but she cannot see. She is unable to pull the lids of her blackened eyes down to sleep. Afraid to sleep but not knowing why. She can't explain the emptiness locked insede of her p
I had been searching for days, weeks, maybe even months. I had no idea what i had been searching for until i walked into my dark basement and saw it....it was beautiful...so elegant...so nicely done as if it had been drawn on a piece of paper. As i switched on the light it glistened. IT called my name...I was drawn into it power...I wlaked towards it and just bathed in its golden glory....It hung there, from the ceiling in a manner that made my knees quiver in excitement...I took a chair...I placed the perfect circle around my neck and pulled, so that it was as tight as it could be...An unknown force moved the chair out from under my feet...I
I hate to hear nothing but silence,
To think of nothing but your smile,
My heart would be warmer,
If I didn't feel the cold embrace of loneliness,
My eyes would be brighter,
If I could look at you just one more time,
I would be better,
if I could deserve you.
Current Residence: within my own dark, hollow, prison called...MY MIND! Favourite genre of music: All genres just depends on my mood.... Skin of choice: my own Personal Quote: My imaginary friend and i think you have some serious mental problems
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Metallica
Tools of the Trade
if i told u i would have to kill you;)
Other Interests
reading, writing, listening to music, hanging out with mates etc
Hey guys,
So it has been a huge amount of time since I have been on here commenting and posting but I aim to improve that.
As you may or may not have seen I have posted some photography that I have done in the past year or so up here. However, I need a muse! I can only get a few lines out on a piece of paper at the moment so no new poetry or prose from me at the moment. But here is hoping that things improve soon!
I look forward to seeing some more of your guys work and also commenting :)
Much Love <3 xoxox
How are you feeling today?
Angel - Amanda Perez
Will you get far in life?
Pulse Of The Maggots - Slipknot
how do your friends see you?
Some Kind Of Monster - Metallica
Will you get married?
Bitter Sweet Symphony - The Verve
What is your best friend's theme song?
Bills, Bills, Bills _ Destiny's Child
what is the story of your life?
Cut Up Angels - The Used
what was high school like?
Everything I'm Not - The Veronicas
How can you get ahead in life?
Suicide Blonde - INXS
what is the best thing about your friends?
Over My Head - The Fray
What is in store for this weekend?
Are You Ready - Creed
what song describes you?
I Had A
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